Tuesday, 21 September 2010

exam...exam...exam....

i jz had my first sem d exam at the beginning of september...
it only lasted for 3 days...
actuali, i dnt spent lots of time on it as i realli rush of time..

i jz get my result yesterday...
OMG...
it wasnt reali good, wasnt reali bad...
jz average, bt it reali make me felt quite disappointed...

actuali, d exam grade is based on d assessment n examination at d end of each semester.
I scored A+ for business mathematic and A for MPO...
however, my english's mark is quite low...
i think it jz d bottom line...
anyway, my average exam grade is B+, it has alreadi fulfilled d requirement of d scholarship.
bt, stil feel quite unbelievable for my eng's mark
hw cum like tat ?
haiz...

i realised that DMS reali is a rushing course,
v r hving an exam at d end of d 2 month of courses...
start from d 2nd week , v wil rush for our assessment until d 2nd last week of d 2nd month...
thn, exam is cum...
it reali rush of time for us to revise our works...
so, time management reali plays an important role in our daily routine...
As the saying goes : All works and no plays make Jake a dull boy...
hence, v need to balance up d lifestyle by hving studies n CCA at d same time

Hope tat i wil do better in d future...
and my frenz too...
gud luck...^^



Saturday, 7 August 2010

EQ低...情绪不稳定的时候

最近,发现自己的情绪控制得超不好的...
一切都发生在我的想象之外...
情绪不好的我肯定对不少人发脾气吧...
现在觉得好抱歉哦...

真的很抱歉...很对不起...
或许,最近真的是忙坏了...
差不多每天都得留校为CA打拼...
希望在最后一分钟前把它赶完...
看着朋友们一个个都累坏了的样子,真的感到好抱歉哦...
等我们一起赶完CA后,就一起去我们之前说好要去的地方哦...
虽然那对我来说,真的是个大挑战...
可是,我会努力克服的...希望我会成功啦...哈哈...

每天早出晚归的生活也把住在宿舍的朋友担心了...
好对不起他们哦...
也谢谢他们帮我准备三餐...
好感动哦...
我会尽量把我WEEKENDS的时间都给你们...
让我们一起的疯狂咯...
哈哈...

最近,真的好失败哦...
竟然不能把自己的情绪好好地管理...
还乱乱发脾气...不耐烦的心情...
肯定影响了身边的朋友吧..
真的很抱歉哦...
看来,我得找一天去好好地发泄了...
看来,我也得好好管理自己的EQ了...

Friday, 6 August 2010

weird question being asked again...

OMG...
i hv been asking d weird question again...
dnt ask abt it again, pls...
it reali make me so confusing...

however, v hv been discussing abt d question again...
curiousity make ppl hv d desire to seek 4 answer...
i hv discussed this weird topic v my frenz...
all of them hv given me different opinions and situations...

i also get lots of info n stories from our conversation...
it reali make fun n make me cnt stop 4 laughing...
anyway, it reali a weird question 2 b asked again...
haha...XD
bt, it reali make all of us felt relax after completing our assignment...
as it is reali a weird topic 2 b discussed...

assignment make me feel exhausted

today, i finalli complete my mpo group assignment...
it reali takes lots of time to complete it...
v hv did a lot of attempt to it...
n redo it for at least 3 times...
this all make me n other group members felt tired n exhausted...

yesterday, v hv spent about 7 hours for it...
in orfer to do d last attempt for d 2 questions...
attitude of some irresponsible group members even worsen d progress n d condition...
at the end of d discussion, v managed to complete it...
felt so sorry to amanda n meiyen as they need to go back to their house as it was night...
felt so worry abt their safety...
fortunately, they arrived their home safely...

today, i stayed in d library after the school...
v do d finalise for d assignment in d discussion room...
finalli, v managed to complete n print in out on 6.30pm
v all felt so relax as v hv completed it...
it almost drove all of us mad...

anyway, stil wanna thanks to amanda as she seemed to b did d most jobs...
she did quite a lot of thg, like checking d grammar, do d pragraphing...
so sorry to her...

however, v stil left 1 assignment...
d english assignment...
v need to design an advertisment...
it is abt the 3R's n go green activities...
hope tat tml v cn done d draft n start to work it out...
hope tat v cn complete it on tuesday...
hope so....

Tuesday, 3 August 2010

1st time for me to attend the conversation cafe

today, i followed my friends went to SIM HQ to attend the conversation cafe.
it is my 1st time 2 attend such an activity...
the conversation cafe is organized by IFG (International Friendship Group)...
i felt so curious as this was my 1st attempt to join this kind of activiti....
anyway, i managed to corp v it...

the conversation cafe was started with the self introduction....
they wan all of us to introcduce ourself by saying out our names,nationality,courses and unique about ourself...
thn, i simply introduce myself by telling them my name,nationality,courses that i am taking nw....
anyway, shereen and nanny help to promote me as KID as the unique of mine...
it makes me felt so embrassing....

thn, we are divided into 3 groups and i was in the group 2...
the topic for this time conversation cafe is about LOVE...
WHAT IS LOVE ?
THERE IS WAT TYPE OF LOVE FOR U ?
FOR U, LOVE IS IN FEELING OR IN MIND?
everyone come out v different answers n definitions...
there was some cute answers too...
and I felt weired as i was asked by a question....
it make me felt so confusing....
we also exchange our phone numbers at there....
in order to keep in touch v each other....

afterthat, every group hv 2 send representative come out to do a prensentation about the topic that we were discussing jz nw....
after d presentation, the president of IFG show a slideshow...
they plan 2 organise a mini bowling ball competition in Jurong East next week...
but, the date is havent fixed yet...
all of my friends seemed will join the activity...
they wan me join them too...
but, i am nt sure abt it...
haiz....

hope that i cn join them as long as i hv time la...
actuali, i quite enjoyed the discussion n hope that i cn attend it for the next time...
however, it depends on my timetable...
i wil nt attend d next discussion as i wil going back to m'sia on that day...
haha....XD

Monday, 2 August 2010

累...忙...不舒服...

今天觉得特别的累...
或许最近真的变得比较忙吧...
最近,每个人都变得好忙哦...
可能是大家都得赶ASSIGNMENT吧....
让大家变得拥有好少的时间哦...
也让大家把相处在一起的时间给减少了...
让彼此之间的话题变少了...

时间一分一秒地过去...
离考试的日子越来越靠近了...
朋友们看来比之前变得更忙了...
忙得让我有点措手不及...
不喜欢这种感觉....
或许,真的要等到HAND IN ASSIGNMENTS和考试过后,
大家才能在一起玩...一起疯了吧...

好不舒服哦...
不知道最近怎么了...
感觉怪怪的...很不自在...
或许是因为还有蛮多东西还没完成吧...
可能过了一阵子,会感觉好一点吧...
希望如此啦...我不想让朋友们担心...
常常听朋友说:我看起来很没精神...脸色很苍白...像吸血鬼一样....
每天叮咛我要早点睡觉...不可把自己给累坏了...
看着他们对我的关心,我好感动噢...
可是,
他们的关怀,会让我不知不觉地对他们产生依赖的...
好怕自己不能从中把自己抽离出来...

一直听朋友说...这里的考试很难...会很容易的被当掉...
ASSIGNMENTS的要求提高了....
听着他们的说法...
让我感到周围都充满压迫感...
突然间有了消极的想法...
听着...听着...
就让我有了害怕的感觉...
怎么办?
为什么最近会面对那么多烦人的事情啊?真是的....

好不喜欢最近的感觉...
为什么会这样?
不要这样,好吗?
好想找办法解决哦...
>.<
好想快点摆脱...

my 18th bday d photo albums....full of joyful memory

yesterday, i hv received my 18th bday present from my frenz who are staying in the hostel...
felt so surprise when i received it...
they stil giv me some surprises although my bday was alreadi past almost 1 week alreadi...

it was a photo album...
inside the photo album, there is all the photos tat v take during my bday...
it reali act as a memory for all of us...
i reali felt so touched when i received it...
reali wanna say thanks to all my frenz who put their pics and wishes inside d photo album...

while i reading all the bday wishes tat wrote inside d photo album...
i reali felt so touched...
it reali bring a lot of memories for me, especially for the 18th bday...

however, i felt so sorry 2 nanny...
sorry...i reali dnt know this is the thg tat u try 2 hide from me...
anyway, i reali dunno abt tat...
u really r an expect liar...haha....XD
anyway, thanks to u...
coz u did the photo album until so late in the night...
make u felt so tired for whole d week...
so sorry....

i reali like d photo album as inside there hv all d pics from my frenz...
all d cute cute n funny funny 1 d pics...
it reali so lovely to c...

thanks....friends...^^
shereen, nanny , mommy, fish, szewei, wenwen, yishan, yanxiu, huiming, yongyun n elei...
10's 2 all of u....