EQ低...情绪不稳定的时候

最近,发现自己的情绪控制得超不好的...
一切都发生在我的想象之外...
情绪不好的我肯定对不少人发脾气吧...
现在觉得好抱歉哦...

真的很抱歉...很对不起...
或许,最近真的是忙坏了...
差不多每天都得留校为CA打拼...
希望在最后一分钟前把它赶完...
看着朋友们一个个都累坏了的样子,真的感到好抱歉哦...
等我们一起赶完CA后,就一起去我们之前说好要去的地方哦...
虽然那对我来说,真的是个大挑战...
可是,我会努力克服的...希望我会成功啦...哈哈...

每天早出晚归的生活也把住在宿舍的朋友担心了...
好对不起他们哦...
也谢谢他们帮我准备三餐...
好感动哦...
我会尽量把我WEEKENDS的时间都给你们...
让我们一起的疯狂咯...
哈哈...

最近,真的好失败哦...
竟然不能把自己的情绪好好地管理...
还乱乱发脾气...不耐烦的心情...
肯定影响了身边的朋友吧..
真的很抱歉哦...
看来,我得找一天去好好地发泄了...
看来,我也得好好管理自己的EQ了...

weird question being asked again...

OMG...
i hv been asking d weird question again...
dnt ask abt it again, pls...
it reali make me so confusing...

however, v hv been discussing abt d question again...
curiousity make ppl hv d desire to seek 4 answer...
i hv discussed this weird topic v my frenz...
all of them hv given me different opinions and situations...

i also get lots of info n stories from our conversation...
it reali make fun n make me cnt stop 4 laughing...
anyway, it reali a weird question 2 b asked again...
haha...XD
bt, it reali make all of us felt relax after completing our assignment...
as it is reali a weird topic 2 b discussed...

assignment make me feel exhausted

today, i finalli complete my mpo group assignment...
it reali takes lots of time to complete it...
v hv did a lot of attempt to it...
n redo it for at least 3 times...
this all make me n other group members felt tired n exhausted...

yesterday, v hv spent about 7 hours for it...
in orfer to do d last attempt for d 2 questions...
attitude of some irresponsible group members even worsen d progress n d condition...
at the end of d discussion, v managed to complete it...
felt so sorry to amanda n meiyen as they need to go back to their house as it was night...
felt so worry abt their safety...
fortunately, they arrived their home safely...

today, i stayed in d library after the school...
v do d finalise for d assignment in d discussion room...
finalli, v managed to complete n print in out on 6.30pm
v all felt so relax as v hv completed it...
it almost drove all of us mad...

anyway, stil wanna thanks to amanda as she seemed to b did d most jobs...
she did quite a lot of thg, like checking d grammar, do d pragraphing...
so sorry to her...

however, v stil left 1 assignment...
d english assignment...
v need to design an advertisment...
it is abt the 3R's n go green activities...
hope tat tml v cn done d draft n start to work it out...
hope tat v cn complete it on tuesday...
hope so....

1st time for me to attend the conversation cafe

today, i followed my friends went to SIM HQ to attend the conversation cafe.
it is my 1st time 2 attend such an activity...
the conversation cafe is organized by IFG (International Friendship Group)...
i felt so curious as this was my 1st attempt to join this kind of activiti....
anyway, i managed to corp v it...

the conversation cafe was started with the self introduction....
they wan all of us to introcduce ourself by saying out our names,nationality,courses and unique about ourself...
thn, i simply introduce myself by telling them my name,nationality,courses that i am taking nw....
anyway, shereen and nanny help to promote me as KID as the unique of mine...
it makes me felt so embrassing....

thn, we are divided into 3 groups and i was in the group 2...
the topic for this time conversation cafe is about LOVE...
WHAT IS LOVE ?
THERE IS WAT TYPE OF LOVE FOR U ?
FOR U, LOVE IS IN FEELING OR IN MIND?
everyone come out v different answers n definitions...
there was some cute answers too...
and I felt weired as i was asked by a question....
it make me felt so confusing....
we also exchange our phone numbers at there....
in order to keep in touch v each other....

afterthat, every group hv 2 send representative come out to do a prensentation about the topic that we were discussing jz nw....
after d presentation, the president of IFG show a slideshow...
they plan 2 organise a mini bowling ball competition in Jurong East next week...
but, the date is havent fixed yet...
all of my friends seemed will join the activity...
they wan me join them too...
but, i am nt sure abt it...
haiz....

hope that i cn join them as long as i hv time la...
actuali, i quite enjoyed the discussion n hope that i cn attend it for the next time...
however, it depends on my timetable...
i wil nt attend d next discussion as i wil going back to m'sia on that day...
haha....XD

累...忙...不舒服...

今天觉得特别的累...
或许最近真的变得比较忙吧...
最近,每个人都变得好忙哦...
可能是大家都得赶ASSIGNMENT吧....
让大家变得拥有好少的时间哦...
也让大家把相处在一起的时间给减少了...
让彼此之间的话题变少了...

时间一分一秒地过去...
离考试的日子越来越靠近了...
朋友们看来比之前变得更忙了...
忙得让我有点措手不及...
不喜欢这种感觉....
或许,真的要等到HAND IN ASSIGNMENTS和考试过后,
大家才能在一起玩...一起疯了吧...

好不舒服哦...
不知道最近怎么了...
感觉怪怪的...很不自在...
或许是因为还有蛮多东西还没完成吧...
可能过了一阵子,会感觉好一点吧...
希望如此啦...我不想让朋友们担心...
常常听朋友说:我看起来很没精神...脸色很苍白...像吸血鬼一样....
每天叮咛我要早点睡觉...不可把自己给累坏了...
看着他们对我的关心,我好感动噢...
可是,
他们的关怀,会让我不知不觉地对他们产生依赖的...
好怕自己不能从中把自己抽离出来...

一直听朋友说...这里的考试很难...会很容易的被当掉...
ASSIGNMENTS的要求提高了....
听着他们的说法...
让我感到周围都充满压迫感...
突然间有了消极的想法...
听着...听着...
就让我有了害怕的感觉...
怎么办?
为什么最近会面对那么多烦人的事情啊?真是的....

好不喜欢最近的感觉...
为什么会这样?
不要这样,好吗?
好想找办法解决哦...
>.<
好想快点摆脱...

my 18th bday d photo albums....full of joyful memory

yesterday, i hv received my 18th bday present from my frenz who are staying in the hostel...
felt so surprise when i received it...
they stil giv me some surprises although my bday was alreadi past almost 1 week alreadi...

it was a photo album...
inside the photo album, there is all the photos tat v take during my bday...
it reali act as a memory for all of us...
i reali felt so touched when i received it...
reali wanna say thanks to all my frenz who put their pics and wishes inside d photo album...

while i reading all the bday wishes tat wrote inside d photo album...
i reali felt so touched...
it reali bring a lot of memories for me, especially for the 18th bday...

however, i felt so sorry 2 nanny...
sorry...i reali dnt know this is the thg tat u try 2 hide from me...
anyway, i reali dunno abt tat...
u really r an expect liar...haha....XD
anyway, thanks to u...
coz u did the photo album until so late in the night...
make u felt so tired for whole d week...
so sorry....

i reali like d photo album as inside there hv all d pics from my frenz...
all d cute cute n funny funny 1 d pics...
it reali so lovely to c...

thanks....friends...^^
shereen, nanny , mommy, fish, szewei, wenwen, yishan, yanxiu, huiming, yongyun n elei...
10's 2 all of u....

时间过得好快...

时间过得好快...
一转眼,我竟然呆在新加坡有一个多月了...
这一月以来,我经历了不少的事情...
也让我懂得不少的道理...
见识到不同的环境及朋友们...

这一个月以来,在我身边的确发生了不少的事件...
这一些些的事情让我领悟到不少的道理...
这一些些看似小小的事件,却在每个人的心中及回忆中留下不同的意义...
原来,不是每个人都对同一件事情,有共同的想法的...

听着朋友们对生活的不满及抱怨,听着她们对我述说的事件...
让我顿时间觉得,原来每个人都不是像自己外表那么地坚强...
看似坚强的她们原来也是会有烦恼...
收集了太多及不同朋友的不满,让我一时间喘不过气来...
好像找个人述说自己的不满及烦恼...
可是,自己并没那么做...
或许,真的还没找到一个可以让我产生依赖的人吧...
可是,我害怕时间久了,烦恼会越积越多...
让自己完全没办法像之前一样...那么的冷静了...
真的好像找个办法将它述说出来....把它从自己的身上发泄出来....
让自己感到轻松点...
该怎么办才好呢?

考试快到了...
还有一个月,我就得考试了...
现在的我好怕自己达不到奖学金的附带条件
毕竟自己也有好长的一段时间没碰书了...
真的好怕...好怕...
该怎么办呢?
看着一份份的讲义，心中竟然产生了惧怕的感觉...
看着老师的讲义,我竟然不懂它想表达的讯息...
我的脑袋到底是怎么了?
我真的不懂该从哪里下手才好呢?
怎么办?

朋友之间的争执...让我感到好累哦...
好不希望被牵涉在这其中...
可是,事情却不是自己想像中的那样...
真的好累...该怎么办呢?

朋友们一个个的将要毕业离开了...
好不舍得他们哦...
虽然认识不久...但,我好喜欢和他们在一起的时光...
好享受有他们在我身边的感觉...
突然间,有了个自私的想法:好不想他们离开...
可是,我知道这是个顽固的想法...

这一个月以来,我的确经历了不少的事情...
也让我顿时间感到好累哦...
好想找个发泄的通道...
怎么办,才好呢?

幸福的晚餐

今天,和朋友们一起准备了晚餐...
一大早的,SHEREEN就到BISHUN去买材料了.
也顺便买了早餐给我和NANNY...
好感动哦...
看着她买给我们的早餐,就让我想起一直被她呵护的时光...
SHEREEN说我的样子看来呆呆的,让人很不放心...
一直以来,她都很照顾我们...
可是,一想到要分离的日子越来越靠近时,心里还是不好受...
好希望她一直留再我们身边,不要离开...
可是,我懂这是个不可能的...
好希望在她毕业离开前,能和鱼和好如初...做回好朋友...
好希望她们可以像之前一样...那么地要好...

今天,NANNY好辛苦哦...
看着她一个人为我们煮晚餐,心里好内疚哦...
一点都帮不上忙...
可是,她的厨艺真的是超一流的...
晚餐真的好好吃哦...
感到无比的幸福...
心里充满着感激...

吃完了晚餐,我们一大班的到篮球场去打球...
大家都玩得好累...
看着大家那汗流侠背的样子,就懂她们肯定累坏了...
在篮球场上,我和NANNY竟然把不满给发泄出来...
肯定把不少人给吓坏了吧...
看着NANNY的样子,感觉她最近好像很不开心...
好希望她能振作起来...想当初我认识的她一样...
那么的开朗...

一场篮球...竟然可以让人把不满给发泄出来...
一场篮球...也让我懂了某些道理...
一场篮球...让大家都把自己最童真的一面表露出来...
一张篮球...真的让大家从中获得不少的领悟吧...